I know, Try not to pass out! I have been terrible about keeping up with this whole blog thing especially since arriving in North Carolina! My Bad! I Hope that all of you out there in blog world have enjoyed the beginning of your new year. I am so excited that the Lord has brought me through a full year of many lessons and blessings even when I don't understand it all. I pray that 2008 will be a great year of excitement and abundant blessings! I have definitely had a roller coaster year last year! I began the year by dating a great guy who I thought the Lord had placed in my life permanently. Evidently not so much, seeing as we only made it to Nov. and then he said he needed to find himself. So Thank you Lord, for the opportunity of growth and time to invest in a relationship. I also had a whirlwind of a summer with many emotions and trips to go on. You see, in ministry, children kick into action during the SUmmer what fun that can be! We went to children's camp last summer for the first time and boy it was really fun. I also sent one of my brothers off to Iraq for fifteen months in July and pray diligently for him daily. He sees much of the fighting seeing as he is a crew chief on a medivac helicopter. So please continue to pray for him. I also got ready for VBS and had a great time being able to put it altogether for the first time ever with some divinely appointed Help!! It was definitely a joy and exciting time of growth on my part. And then by the end of August, I took ten days off and headed out West with my best friend and her family before she entered the real world of working. We made many memories and laughed a whole bunch which was definitely needed on my part. Seeing as ministry can be very stressful at times thankfully the Lord brings us through all of it in His timing. I arrived home only to have my very foundation of family structure to begin crumbling right beneath me in the midst of me literally arriving home from vacation. I found out my Dad had been cheating on my Mom again and didnt understand why! You see, as a female, the Lord places our father's in our lives to allow us to have a Human being portray what a strong Father can be and to show us our Heavenly Father's Love. Evidently though, mine, well, he has definitely fallen into the world of sin in which we live in. So, I continue to pray for healing and restoration within our family because honestly, it has been rough on all of us. And he definitley can't see past himself right now either. And along with all of that and the crap that goes on with families falling apart, my boyfriend and I broke up. SO you know, I have been a great ball of fun to be around lately. I must say though, Christmas was very much a healing time for me because I was able to be around family I havent seen in almost a year and I just needed peeps to love on me. So they did! And also I felt very good about the services that were done at Church throughout the Christmas season. In fact really since Sept. I have heard the Lord speaking to me more audibly than ever before but it also may be because I have been attentive and been listening with all that I am. You see, I am realizing, that sometimes the Lord has to strip us down to the very core for us to really focus on Him in all things and all areas of our life. So that is simply what I have done! I am listening and allowing Him to mold me daily. No matter how hard I try to fight it or how much it may hurt. Shape and Mold on Lord. So I may be who you want me to be! Not who I want to be! So in this new year I am certainly ready for the Lord to bless my socks off! I know with a new year, comes new hopes and dreams and blessing in even the small things. So I am ready to serve the Lord and be stretched by him even out of my comfort zone into where He wants to use me. So I pray that you will continue to pray for my family and the mess that we are in the midst of but also more importantly that we will give the Lord all the Glory He deserves in all things. Have a Happy New Year and know that I am praying for you too! |